It's been 121 days since I last saw you... Watching our favorite scenery together brought back memories. Remembering the words you said to me when you asked me to take a picture of you and I asked why you wanted to take a picture today and you said... “I'm going to post a picture today because I'm happy that I'm finally free”.
Those words shattered me.
After you said those words, I asked you for one last time.
"Will you watch the sunset with me just like the old times, please?"
"Alright. Fine. But this will be the last." you answered in an irritated tone.
And then I remembered asking you that morning if I could stay one more day at your place but you turned me down and said it's best I leave.
I asked myself for several times, what did I lack that made you decide to end it? I thought we were happy, we were madly inlove but here we are, my nightmare already happened.
You ended it.
As we watched the fading sun, I stared at you and my tears begin to fall. You're enjoying the beautiful scene while here I am watching the sun rays glimmer on your face.
I won't mind if I miss the sunset today,
what I do mind is losing what's in front of me.
I just wanted to treasure this last day with you, because I know at the end..
—the sun will fade and so will you.
I just want you to know that no matter how tragic our ending is, it will always be beautiful, because dear, it was you..
—my one and only sun.
The one that I have to set free.
As i sit here today, at that same very spot... With all the time gone by, I still miss you but just like the sun, you are slowly fading away now. And I know in my heart that the reason why I felt this way today is because I remembered. Even though I choose to believe that I'm in a better place now, much peaceful and full of happy smiles, I just want you to know that you will always be my greatest love.
//My beautiful and Tragic Sunset is you//
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